Archive for September, 2011

TCM Treatment of Carpal Tunnel Syndrome





Carpel Tunnel is a tunnel that pumps blood into your pumps,if it jams up,your hands will feel numbness,no strength and for me difficulty to control the strokes of my writing.According to specialist at Gleneagles Medical Centre,surgery with a 50% recovery is the only way.This sort of syndrome usually occurs for people over 50.So its just my luck waking up one day and had this problem.I am now seeking TCM and Master Wong a 4th generation disciple of Wong Fei Hung is treating me.I am getting a 30% recovery after 5 treatments.At the base of my palm,three needles are inserted into the same point and 1 needle further down at the wrist.So its 8 needles on both palms.the pain,no words can describe,I am banned from carrying all heavy stuff and stop all training until further notice.The reason why I got into this is venting my anger on my wooden dummy,hit and hit non stop to the point beyond pain just to make myself feel better from the failures I suffer in my work,life and relationship.I have to rest now but I need to recover quickly go back to training so if I see that nerd on the streets I will break his nose and teeth for the injustice he cause me.I am not a man of violence but no way I can keep this lying down.



不久前刚被前女友梦华甩了,被女人甩对我来说其实不是一间光荣的事,我的朋友CS(不是他的真名)一番好意来劝我,让我心情好一点。他说他是局外人所以看的东西比较清楚,叫我不要为了像梦华这种女人当傻佬。他身经百战,玩过的女人有超过百个,所以什么五华八门的女人他都看过,所以他绝对不会看错。我有过几个女人,用两只手算还有甚,对感情比较专一,从不乱来,自找上门不带表我一定要。所以经验当然输给他。他提到了很多关于梦华的东西,都是一些很难听的话。他认为梦华不是个简单的女人,会用心计达到她要的目的,不着手段,见好就收。我是斗不过这样的女人,因为我重情重义所以被利用到自己都不知道。我知道CS要对我说的重点,就是不值得为她这样伤心。实事上我和梦华的事没有人比我们更清楚,我银行有几分,赚多少钱,梦华一清二楚,因为从头开始我就对她就是坦白,跟本没有什么秘密,也没有什么值得她来利用。CS不懂的是梦华是千金小姐,家境不错,从小就给妈妈宠坏,要风得风,要雨得雨,所以她不必打工也有生活费。银行户口有的肯定比我多,我从不过问因为这是她的隐私,我也不需要用到她一分钱。我知道梦华对CS没什么好感,因为他每次跟我借钱说要还每次都不受信用,我又随便不计较。梦华是看不顺眼,就主动帮我追,有一次还在电话狠狠鸟他一顿。他们对彼此的影像都不好,所以有些误会。梦华对我的心,我懂也很明白。我赚钱辛苦所以她不喜欢别人跟我借而不还。如果她有心要伤害我,跟本是易如翻掌,她知道的商业秘密就可以搞到我无法立柱,何必用心计。早上CS打电话给我,说她的女朋友,要闹上他家去找他老婆,让他家破人亡。我很早已经警告CS了,他是有家庭,别人的老公,孩子的爸爸。最好快点收手,咱草除根,不要浪费时间因为到最后是不会有结果的。失业一年工作不去找还学人包二奶,太不像话了。家用老婆一个人承担。我一时间也不懂该怎么办好,早就叫他不要玩火,他偏偏要。现在烧到手了,知道痛了。这个女人更不简单,每一次都恐吓CS说闹上他家不然就是,一哭,二闹,三上吊。连CS自己都承认梦华更这个疯女人比,小屋见大屋,比都不用比。请神容易,送神难。这个女人也是不容易打发走的,CS有用到她的钱,所以她不会轻易放过他。其实当他们的关系还没曝光,我和梦华早就怀疑这两个人不只是普通朋友那么简单,我有问过CS他说没有,既然CS 不承认,我们也不想多管闲事。当时我也说了没有关系,那是最好,不要乱来,你是有家庭的。我希望大家听我一句话不会错的,就是不要去玩弄感情,因为有一天感情会玩弄你。

What do you live for?

I was working at an event at SMU a while ago and I came across a display.People live for different reasons,some for good grades,some for their love ones,some for religion and some for all kind of reasons.So what do you live for?Me? Practically nothing significant,except for my folks and being the servant of the dog.The only thing that really matters to me now is MFO (Marine Fuel Oil) nothing else but it seems so far away and untouchable.Without MFO,my 2 years of hard effort will be as good as nothing then there is nothing worth living for.People who are happy want eternal life,People who are unhappy with their lifes wish for eternal death.

I just received the certificate over the weekend,the SS600 comes with a 80 page manual,I totally screw it up big time the last test.Basically the whole test is very technical and operational in nature.Before I even seat for it,a classmate of mine @ IMBM already told me it is a piece of cake if you are in the trade,if you are a layman it will be tough.An 8 hour crash course with an examination paper at the end of the day doesn’t make things easier.This certificate is a must have if you wish to be in the marine fuel industry.There are practically three grades for this certification ”sucessful”,”completion” or ”attendance”.There is a acknowledgement form which I have to sent back to the Singapore Shipping Association upon receiving the certificate,so I guess I come out of the exam on the tops.It took me quite some time to prepare for this retest,80 pages of standard operating procedures is certainly no easy meat for an academic like me.During the 1st round,I already knew I am going to screw it up big time as I practically hand in a 50% blank paper.At the point of receiving I should be delighted because I am already at the gate of the industry,finally one dream near achievement.I felt no joy as if it didn’t matter any more.This hard fought victory should not be mine alone,she was behind me all the time giving me the encouragement I need.She also knew how hard this test was,how I fail the 1st time,how important this is to me and how disappointed I was after failing for the 1st time.At this stage,I ask myself if she will be happy if she knew I did good this time.Yes,I am sure she will still be glad after all she still wanted me to do well in all things.However our positions are now miles apart and We do not share common goals anymore,that alone made me felt that nothing else matters.